first day of school today.
a pictures speaks a million words.
this picture explains it all.
details:

met up with Jon, Syameera, Jojo, Pat and Sayyun and Alfie before reporting to the convention centre.
then, was separated. =(
but i sat with Larissa (my pri school friend) cause she was in batch 1B, but just different class from me.
they didnt ask us to sit in classes. thats why.
got to know this guy who sat beside me in the hall...i don't know how to pronounce his real name so he asked us to call him Tony instead. that was my first friend. =)
had 40-50 mins of speech after that, followed by performances, videos and such. then we were splitted into our classes to meet our class tutors. it somehow, got worse as time goes by. =/ cause i didn't know anyone! Tony had his own friend, the rest of the girls were kinda like..paired up and stuff. really really left out. =( this is the result of having a shy personality before you get to really make friends. =(
i've never felt this lonely and emo my whole life man! SERIOUS. even the first day of secondary school wasnt this bad.
had briefing and stuff. dismissed.
immediately went to find Jon and the rest. was feeling really sad then. feel so relieved when i saw them!
the feeling of seeing familiar faces have never felt so great.
Jojo saw my face and she immediately knew i was sad. i guess it was really plastered on my face bah.
started to SMS people while eating. thanks The Dependable One, Weiling and Emo Boy for trying to comfort me! although emo boy is feeling emo himself. =( felt a lil better. but still, sad.
when i was starting to feel a lil better, THANKS AH MILO. THANKS FOR TELLING ME HOW WELL YOUR CLASS CLICKED WITHIN A MERE 1 HOUR. THANKS ALOT. that made me feel SO MUCH BETTER MAN.
*if you didnt detect the sarcastic tone....*shakes head**
then felt worse. -_-
thanks for rubbing salt to wound man. when you knew how lonely i was.
mood was so bad until i didnt even feel like watching drama.
miracle eh?
but come to think of it, you're just sharing your first day with your class experience. dont really blame you bah.

oh yeahh. and i wonder why CLS doesn't have any ice-breaking games?
so weird. isnt that like....a basic activity during orientation? =/

okay. picturessssss.

SYAMEERA! HAVENT SEEN HER FOR 5 MONTHS.
oh yeah. SANTOKKI! WOOTS. \m/
UNCLE JON!

rahhh. why is there SPICE tmr?
i wanna go ECP!!!! T_T

i like this line, when Wilson was trying to comfort me after seeing my MSN PM:
"at home come back got us".
=)

okay. i seriously pray that school life will get better.
when i start to really make friends.
yes. i shall try to get out of my comfort zone like what Weiling said.
stay positive! THINGS WILL DEFINITELY GET BETTER! =)
to me, and everyone else. =)


thanks for your concerns everyone!
be it facebook or msn.
yesss. im not that emo anymore. =)
much much better compared to a few hours ago.
thanks! =)